All that’s going though my head is…

Razorblades.

Razorblades.

Razorblades.

I’m in such a bad place.

music-and-razorblades:

Sad black&white/advice blog. *trigger warning*

music-and-razorblades:

Sad black&white/advice blog. *trigger warning*

music-and-razorblades:

Sad black&white/advice blog. *trigger warning*

music-and-razorblades:

Sad black&white/advice blog. *trigger warning*

I’ve completely given up with our relationship.

Been with my girlfriend 6 months tomorrow (Tuesday 21st January)… 

But, it’s a mess and i’ve just got to the point where I can’t fight for everything anymore.

I was prescribed anti-depressants for the first time because of my anger issues, suicidal thoughts/attempts and self harm… Yet, despite that, I got no support, because she was too busy moaning about having the flu.

The flu. Man flu more like.
Yet, I still took care of her the best I could… Despite wanting to be dead. I just feel like she doesn’t really care. Like doesn’t appreciate me. 

So i’ve given up. 
I don’t think I even want to be with her anymore.

I just feel so guilty and bad for giving up. :/